i'm very bad at expressing myself and my feelings towards others, but i still know how to do it.
either i'm sad, happy, disappointed or upset. i prefer to keep it secret rather than spit it out.
(eventhough sometimes i wish i can do that-SPIT OUT EVERYTHING)
few things happen lately. and it does 'a wake up call' for me.
1. i miss home badly. i wanna see my mom..along..muadz.. cats..
i miss my abah of course but..he's unreachable. i miss everything about home. everything...
2. with assignments and final exam coming soon, stress is definitely become my uninvited guest.
few days ago, i decided to go home, and my rumate also agreed with me.
it was all planned. but it was unexpected decision, she left that early. i wasn't prepared emotionally.
my hands trembles all the time. my heart couldn't breathe normally and my eyes were holding tears...
every second of it...
and yes, i waved another goodbye yesterday..
-your absence does make a different, and i don't like it-
3. when WiFi is extremely sucks and i can't sign in my Skype. i can't Skype with my ka. benci nyeee!!!
ka...i miss you.
p/s : so.. jd sekarang ni saya dibilik bersama seorg lagi rumate yg xhbs2 nak ckp bilik ni berhantu. bila saya tidur, die bukak semua lampu (termasuk lampu study ye). bile saya pergi tandas, tiba2 die ikut dibelakang saya. bile bgn pagi, katil kami sudah hampir bercantum. bile saya tiada, die memasak..ehem..suke hati ko lahhh...
