salam all,
saya baru balik dr cameron highland..hee~~~love the weather. A LOT. heh. being there for few days was very exciting but at the same time tired of course. i wish to bring back the cold weather back to kelantan..boleh x?? nahh..mengarut jer..
as i said..my cameron trip was great. saya mendapat rehat yang 'secukupnya'..haha..tipu cikit..i like everything about the trip..its just some things did bothers me till now.
should i make a move or not?
after years of suffering..i can finally say ITS OVER.
well..i'm tired being the only one who look at you la actually...huhu..x suke lah..kadang2 saya bercakap pada diri sendiri..
'hentikan semua ini'..'jgn cari, sabar'..'kau yakin ke?'..
its really hard to explain when it comes to this heart issues. lebih susah bila tiada yang mengerti.
i burdened people i love with my problems. adding some more was definitely not a good idea.
thats why i choose to keep it just for myself. sometimes i wonder if theres any happy ending for me.
i was about to burst out my tears everytime i saw you. what did i do to deserve this?
loving someone was hard enough. loving someone who doesn't love you..that is pain.
i love myself. i can't treat myself like this. uh god..
jadi..sekarang ini dalam proses memujuk diri sendiri untuk stay calm dan terima keadaan seadanya.
kadangkala bila kita rasa dia untuk kita..Tuhan lebih tahu benarkah dia untuk kita atau tidak.
saya percaya pada diri ini.
pasti akan ada kisahnya sendiri.
pasti akan ada hikmahnya sendiri.
pasti akan ada pasangannya sendiri...insyallah.
bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.
Tuhan tidak akan beri apa yang hambanya tak mampu tanggung.
p/s : i don't mind waiting in the rain..because if it wasn't you, rainbows are coming to me.. :)
